As much as my entire life depends on the great technology humankind possess in this age
i hate anything that has to do with electricity!
fuck they always/keep breaking down on me!

screw all my handphones that keep cutting my calls and then hanging
screw the franking machine that refuses to recredit after 28957289347 times of connecting
screw the lights at home that always blow off whenever there's a slight storm
(mind you, our flat is the only unit that experiences it)
screw those computers who always die on me or kenna virus only after when i use it

I should own a scrapyard where i'll have a huge boulder or ball of iron and steel
to crush all this appliances that screw over!
argghhhh!

and please if you dont understand, ask! dont assume
fucking idiots who try to be smart and read the non-existent meanings between the lines
i say it like it is, so dont bother to search for any underlying motives
and even if i do sometimes, you are too thick to even realise it.
AND stop asking me questions you know the answers to!

(im still a pretty angsty teenager huh haha)

and please keep your feelings to yourself. dont share if you mind that people will judge you.

this week's silver linings are a wee bit weak, more of like a thin line with sparkly bits on it.
but must try, or people would die of depression (drama)

- we came back safely in one piece
- cheap shoes in Vinnci (sheila bought 5 pairs!)
- awesome deoderant found in Jusco. WOW
- mumsy is coming back on Sunday, which is TWO DAYS away.
- enrollment numbers are increasing. slowly but surely.

i've not felt so irritable, so mad at one individual in a long while. the last i remembered
was that stupid msian boy who pissed the hell out of me with his bloody rude email. and i did my fair share of cursing.

what the hell is wrong with you, how many times have we gone through this again and again
aren't you EVER sick of playing the same roles, only with different lines?
i cannot bring myself to explain how fucked up it was, and we werent even half UPSET
dont ask me stand in your shoes and think like you, cause from what i gathered, the view AINT great
in fact, i think i might die of depression if i had your view.

i dont know what she is trying to do, but enough
ONLY I can be the biggest WHINER in my own lil bubble, and her chatter is crowding me
it just seems that she'd NEVER, EVER get what im trying to say
there are other things that need to suck my life dry.
and guess what, this is even easier to quit than smoking. fuck even my cigarettes dont give me such a headache!

ok im done ranting, now the weekends!